There periods of struggle in my life when it feels like I am being put through trials for no clear reason. I explored my emotional frequency, and I find growth is inevitable, in an infinite time lapse. I can keep declining that energy by taking it to another focus. In that lane, I keep stumbling upon chaos, tears, and all the big feelings leads me into the place i feel no home. no solitude nor peace, no joy and only rage. i change my focus to face all my fear and start to embrace those growth path; big feelings, dealing with reality, and accepting myself. although it can feel overwhelming, the intention is to bring me depth. i am being made to feel my feelings. ultimately bringing me closer to finding a real sense of self and authentic expression.

These struggles bring wisdom and humility to my soul. i already have this incredible strength derived from facing my fears and overcoming them, and not letting my self be victimized in the process. the older I get, the easier life will become as I learn to embrace the tough cycles as part of my journey. instead of being overwhelmed by this energy, I choose to become empowered.
This ceramic depict a three dimensional books with the narrative I've mentioned before, this first 3-d book of mine represents the ideal book to read when undergo the self acceptance.